things happen for a reason. i'm pretty sure God saw what was going on and was like, "You're not going anywhere at this rate. Wake your ass up, fool!" i'm wide fucking awake now, lol. so what's next on the agenda? i really don't know. i've changed; although too late for it to matter. but, eh, life happens. it doesn't stop moving. i can't stop moving either, and right now it's a long game of catch up that i have to play. my plans of marrying by 25? down the drain. i'm looking more towards 35. that's a perfect age, i think. we were talking about this last night. there is no reason to marry before 30-35 because there is just so much more to do in life than to settle down as soon as possible. i have yet to see the world, and i plan to before i get bogged down with marriage and children.

well, i've somehow managed to turn an incredibly unproductive day into something productive. my car's been in the shop all day making me miss school and all that jazz. hell, even my interview was rescheduled. normally i'd have no problem with that, but instead i felt so restless. i ended up just working out and learning some new songs on kelly's amazing out-of-tune-no-matter-what-you-do guitar most of the day. i also paid a little visit to my good friends over at Dunder-Mifflin for a couple of hours to see what they were up to. amazing.

i hate not doing anything. it makes me feel useless and puts a bunch of shit in my head that don't belong there. lol.

bah, didn't get the job. oh well, i've been offered another one with the same rates so i'm going to be interviewing for that one next. better luck this time i hope. either way, i'm not going to give up until i land this damn job.